SCENE FOUR — TO MAKE AN END

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Night. The bedchamber. The central structure is now ULYSSES and PENELOPE’S marriage bed; the same cloth lies across it as a bedspread. Two spotlights illuminate the bed, one for each side.

ULYSSES sits on his end of the bed, absorbed in working a knot into a length of rope. His palms are red.

PENELOPE enters from the palace side carrying their pillows. She approaches her side of the bed and watches him work. He does not notice her.

ULYSSES (to himself)

There. That will hold.

PENELOPE

There you are. When did you get in?

ULYSSES

While you were in the bath.

He turns to her with a radiant smile, continuing to work the rope without conscious effort. She smiles back, restrained, then sits on her side of the bed.

PENELOPE

Where have you been?

ULYSSES

The harbour. We visited what was left of the old crew.

PENELOPE

Any takers?

ULYSSES

All.

PENELOPE

Oh…

ULYSSES

All wished they could. Half have the strength to sail, and fewer—the will.

PENELOPE

Mariners who turn down the oars?

ULYSSES

Who know the open sea, yes.

PENELOPE

How many?

ULYSSES

Not enough, but more may come at dawn. Menekrates searches for recruits.

She watches him handle the rope, then takes his hands and examines the reddened palms.

PENELOPE

Dear—your hands!

ULYSSES

They will callus. But they still know their work.

PENELOPE

Tying knots?

ULYSSES

The tightest of knots.

PENELOPE

Enough to hold a ship?

ULYSSES

If anchorage is the goal.

PENELOPE

Show me—on the bedpost there.

He smirks. He unties the knot and smooths out the rope. Taking her hands, he shows her how to tie it.

ULYSSES

Tying is only half the trick.

PENELOPE

Then I’m only half a captain now. Perhaps I’ll start as deckhand.

ULYSSES

That is too high a rung.

PENELOPE

Stowaway then.

ULYSSES

Stowaways take what the captain gives them.

PENELOPE

And if she’s hungry?

ULYSSES

He gives her food.

PENELOPE

Thirsty?

ULYSSES

Drink.

PENELOPE

Tired?

ULYSSES

A bunk.

PENELOPE

No private beds aboard?

ULYSSES

Only the captain’s.

PENELOPE

This knot should keep her there.

ULYSSES

She’ll wake filthy. There are no baths aboard.

He tucks a curl around her ear.

PENELOPE

Is not the sea but a bath of water?

ULYSSES

Only to those who sing of it.

Pause.

PENELOPE

But for you?

ULYSSES

Cold and terrible and salty.

PENELOPE

Yet you still mean to cross it?

ULYSSES

Yes.

PENELOPE

West—of the Pillars of Hercules?

ULYSSES

Farther.

She smirks.

PENELOPE

How far—the sunset?

ULYSSES

Farther.

Beat.

PENELOPE

What if you don’t…

She studies his eyes. Then she slaps him. Silence.

PENELOPE

Why would you do this?

ULYSSES

Because I must.

PENELOPE

Must what? What is out there you haven’t found at home?

ULYSSES

I must…know.

PENELOPE

I don’t understand you, dear.

He looks toward the harbour.

ULYSSES

That it’s not over.

PENELOPE

But you might not return.

He nods.

PENELOPE

You may die.

He nods again. Pause.

PENELOPE

And if you stay…

He looks at his reddened palms.

PENELOPE

Then I will come with you.

ULYSSES

Then I do not go.

PENELOPE

Why?

ULYSSES

I risked war and gods and fate itself at sea. Will I risk you?

PENELOPE

Yet you came home.

ULYSSES

Yes.

PENELOPE

To me.

ULYSSES

To you.

PENELOPE

Did you?

I waited for you then. You’ve been back twenty years—why am I still waiting?

ULYSSES

Dearest—

PENELOPE

Don’t dearest me! When Telemachus was young, do you know the weeks and the months he begged me to bring you home—and the years he stopped when he accepted you weren’t?

Do I have to do that with Persepolis too!? He will ask me what his grandfather looked like when he was young because Telemachus can’t answer it. Only I know you apart from song.

For twenty years, I held this kingdom together without its king because I knew you were coming back. But now you sail for good—from me!

She runs her hands along the bed frame, steadying herself before speaking.

PENELOPE

Do you remember when you came home how I knew you were my husband?

ULYSSES

You tried to move the bed and I said it was impossible.

PENELOPE

Because you built it into this olive tree.

ULYSSES

Years before I ever left.

PENELOPE

These roots held our bed together.

ULYSSES

They still hold.

PENELOPE

Must these be uprooted?

ULYSSES

No.

She studies his reddened hands.

PENELOPE

And if I hold you, what becomes of these hands?

Silence.

PENELOPE

And us?

He interlocks their fingers.

ULYSSES

We remain.

PENELOPE

Will we?

ULYSSES

Ask it, then. Ask me to stay and I will stay.

PENELOPE

What have I been doing this whole time?

ULYSSES

In the way you did before all of this—before Troy, before the crown: the way you would whisper in my ear as if you held a secret, but it’s only my name—shared with me alone.

She recoils.

PENELOPE

You used to call me just to watch me answer to your voice. When did you stop calling my name!?

She tears away from him and lies down in bed, her back turned.

Go, Ulysses!

The spotlight over ULYSSES’s side goes out; PENELOPE’s side remains lit. A long silence passes until she stops tossing in bed and her breathing settles.

The second spotlight reappears, cast onto ULYSSES sitting on the floor, his back against the bed frame. He rises and looks down at PENELOPE.

ULYSSES (aside)

I am a part of all that I have met;Yet all experience is an arch wherethro’Gleams that untravell’d world whose margin fadesFor ever and for ever when I move…

He takes a few steps from the bed, stops and looks at her, then turns back harbour-side.

How dull it is to pause, to make an end,To rust unburnish’d, not to shine in use!As tho’ to breathe were life! Life piled on lifeWere all too little, and of one to meLittle remains: but every hour is savedFrom that eternal silence, something more,A bringer of new things; and vile it wereFor some three suns to store and hoard myself—

He reaches the edge of the spotlight.

—And this gray spirit yearning in desireTo follow knowledge like a sinking star,Beyond the utmost bound of human thought…

He lingers, taking a last look at his wife.

ULYSSES (softly)

Penelope…

End Scene Four